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Happy Friendhsip day !! — August 9, 2015

Happy Friendhsip day !!

When the sun sets in the East,    

   And glows golden

               in the west

                    at morning time. 



     That is the day     

       I will abandon you to sadness  

          When  fire burns underwater,

                And that smoke

                     brings back the dead,


      That is the day,

            I will let shadows take you.

 
      When Sadness threatens to overwhelm,

                Stop worrying,

                     and laugh.


      When Anger starts to take hold,

              Take a deep breath,

                        and smile.


      Once upon a time…

         starts out all the stories.

      And they lived happily ever after,

         ends so many of them.


   A happy ending.

        Everyone wants one.

 Friends are there,

          to make sure you get yours.


And they’ll only give up,

   When the sun sets in the East,

          And

                 Fire

                        Burns

                                 Underwater.

//happy friendship day !!! Much love ❤

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The vow . — August 7, 2015

The vow .

If you see a distant star

in the evening sky

and you shiver from the chill night air,

yet you feel a warmth

in the depth of your heart,

then you know that I am still there.


When your tears have dried,

the bed has grown cold

and you’re feeling lost and adrift,

when the days feel empty

and the nights far too long,

just remember, I gave you a gift.

 A lifetime of memories

below a rainbow of love,

hearts like spring rain

as they fall from above,

to cover the ground

around your sweet feet,

a carpet of love;

every one a heartbeat.


For I promised you once,

long ago, far away,

that I would always be there,

never falter, never stray.

To my vow I hold firm

and we never shall part,

for I live deep within

every beat of your heart.

Nyctophilia — June 12, 2015

Nyctophilia

Hello ,

Apologies. But then – it took me time to write this poem (a lot of time ). I hope you guys like it !!!


I am but a shadow in dawn’s presence;

My soul desiccates under torrid sunlight,

Sublimating to the resplendent nothing

As a torpid pulse starves my weepy heart;

Its melancholy wails choked in dry vapor


We are twin siblings of this forsaken world:

The gauche masses chase her with lanterns,

Cursing her presence even in hours of repose;

Only she understands me, broken and forlorn,

Her arms are my comfort as I cry in silence


Our shared sorrow throbs in brittle marrow;

Her slight, gelid touch impales my hollow soul,

I become the cold: shedding corporeal bondage

To adopt her airy skin, I collapse toward umber,

Dissipating as gusts carry me into the unknown.


*Nyctophilia means love of the darkness .

 Ps- I am Nyctophobic. Surprise surprise !!

Creativity unleashed !! — May 28, 2015

Creativity unleashed !!

Hello people ,

Yes, I have been really busy with school work these days and haven’t posted anything since a long time . Ahh , I have barely started this blog a month back and I am already neglecting it . However  , I have decided to keep my word of at least 1 good post a week (I hope I am able to do so).12th grade isn’t easy afterall . Phew !!!

Celebration moment – I have been nominated for 2 awards !! Yes , I am very happy because this is my first nomination on WordPress . All thanks , to Karen for nominating me. Her blog Shade but no shade , is amazing , and it is truly versatile . Her posts are really good and thought provoking , and can truly  cheer up someone . She has been really supportive , and I am glad that I came across her on WordPress.

Those of you who haven’t read her blog yet , please do !!

https://shadebutnoshade.wordpress.com

5 random facts about me –

1. I love pandas.

2. I have trust issues .

3. I like food , any food.

4. I love sleep and pizza.

5. I love travelling .

Her questions :

1. What is your wake up song (if you don’t have one, what would be)?

Ans-   The alarm which just starts ringing like a bulldozer in the morning …

2. If you can be in one classic scary movie, which one would it be and what would be your smartest hiding spot?

Ans-  Grudge !!! I would probably be in the swimming pool bathroom the whole time .

3. You stumbled upon favorite 90’s TV show. You are invited to be a study for one of the characters. Which one would you choose? What drew you to that specific person/thing?

Ans- I would choose Tom and jerry .. I would like to study jerry , because I loved him when I was a kid. (but then I soon realized that he was just a badass!!)

4. What is your top go to foods that make you feel happy and guilty all at once?

Ans- Cheesecake!! I feel guilty every time I eat it , but then , who refuses a cheesecake ? ( I thought of pizza , but then , I am never guilty for eating it )
5. You are stuck in a new city, or a new country for a week. What do you have with you to make it a great time?

Ans- Just the city/country map , and I am all set!!
6. What’s your biggest obsession?

Ans- My dreams and ambitions !! I am obsessed with those thoughts.
7. In your area, where’s the best place to go to lunch?

Ans- Well , there are manyyy out here !! By my personal favourite is Copper Chimney  .
8. If you had one chance to change your entire wardrobe, would you call a foodcelebrity specialist or take the $10,000 gift card?

Ans- Foodcelebrity.

9. What is your best casual outfit to wear with friends, to a bar, to parties?

Ans- I don’t have any best casual outfit . I wear whatever I want to.

10. If you could switch places with anyone in the world, who would it be and why?

Ans- Swirch place with anyone in Hogwarts , and my life will done for !!

My questions –

1. What is your wake up song (if you don’t have one, what would be)?

2. If you can be in one classic scary movie, which one would it be and what would be your smartest hiding spot?

3. You stumbled upon favorite 90’s TV show. You are invited to be a study for one of the characters. Which one would you choose? What drew you to that specific person/thing?

4. What is your top go to foods that make you feel happy and guilty all at once?

5. You are stuck in a new city, or a new country for a week. What do you have with you to make it a great time?

6. What’s your biggest obsession?

7. In your area, where’s the best place to go to lunch?

8. If you had one chance to change your entire wardrobe, would you call a foodcelebrity specialist or take the $10,000 gift card?

9. What is your best casual outfit to wear with friends, to a bar, to parties?

10. If you could switch places with anyone in the world, who would it be and why?

Rule for Creative Blogger Award:
Post 5 random facts about ourselves and nominate others.

The rules for Liebster:

1. Make a post thanking and linking the person who nominated you.

2. Include the Liebster Award sticker in the post.

3. Nominate 10 other bloggers who you feel are worthy of this award.

4. Answer the ten questions asked to you by the person who nominated you, and make ten questions of your own for your nominees.

5. Copy these rules in the post.

6. ALL THE NOMINEES ARE FREE TO ACCEPT OR REJECT THE NOMINATION.

Nominees :

Well , I guess a lot of you have already been nominated for this . So , for a change ,anyone  who comments on this post  and wants to get nominated will be put up on this post under this section. 

Let it go !! — May 6, 2015

Let it go !!

Trying to hold on somewhere , down the memory lane , in the past ?

Never do that. Don’t stop for something or someone who doesn’t belong to your future.

Never cry for people who left you crying.

Time – it never stops for anyone. So start valuing the time of your life.

Live your life the way you want to. Find your true happiness.

Let your soul arise and proclaim, ” I am no more subject to the fearful ruminations of my mind”.

Set yourself free from the past , and you will soar higher than you have ever dreamed…

Don’t let yourself miss this moment. 

Eat , sleep , rave , repeat !!😊 

Bound to the past … — May 4, 2015

Bound to the past …

Well , I am really sorry for not posting that often because of the busy schedule I have . Afterall,being a science student and trying to maintain a blog isn’t really an easy task. Ahh , life…. Well, this is a short story , and I am not really sure if it’s turned out the way I wanted it to …but, holla . Read , comment and review.

The bruises left by the chains were still visible after so many years. I looked at my wrists, and all I wanted to do was somehow erase that part of my life forever. It’s been ten years now, but the wounds lay still on my body. The memories refused to fade away. I breathed in heavily..

   I remembered all too well how these chains bound me to everything around me but myself. They bound me to a master, to the ground, to mobiles, to other humans, but never to my spirit. I always wandered out of myself in desire of freedom. Ironically enough, these chains were the closest things I knew to freedom. Being bound to them, being loyal to their purpose, would get me out of this inhuman world faster, and into the world where my life belonged to me. 

   Every time those memories took over, I shiver. I try my best not to recall all the events that took place in the years of my childhood and adolescence. I’m old now, and still, when you take off my shirt, every bruise marked by my master was still there. Not one faded away. The physical pain is all gone, but I still hurt, and I still cry. 

   Now, I sit quietly by the fireplace, and I wait. I wait for her return. No beating on my back, bounding around my ankles and wrists, or dragging across the town on my knees was as painful as seeing her being taken away from me. We were both brutally beaten at the front porch of our homes. We were both free. I watched her being dragged before I was taken. I watched the blood flow from her forehead, knees, arms, and even through her shirt. 

   I tried suppressing my tears, but now I can’t. I needed her back here in my arms. I never saw her again. She was carrying my child. That day, she had told me for the first time we were to have a child. I breathed in heavily. He is no longer alive, I am sure, for they, the so called civilized men, did not spare a bone in her body. I still pray that she is alive. It’s been many years since I saw her.

   They ripped away my childhood, those beasts. They took my parents away from me when I was a child. They left me behind to starve and die, but I managed to survive. I tried working around my neighborhood legally, and I salvaged a few coins to keep me well enough. Then, I met her. She was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen. Ever since that day, we spent every moment together. I earned everything I worked for, until finally I could own my own home. We hadn’t lived there for two years until they came for us.

   Slaves, they called us. Only because our skin was different than theirs.

   I still glance back at the door, wondering about when she will swoop into the living room with her grand smile that lights up my world. She was the reason I ever stayed alive in a world where humans took the role of animals. I sit alone, and I wait…I wait for her, for the love that I can never have. I still feel her presence around me sometimes. I can still feel her lips against mine, and I could never forget the warmth she brought into my soul. She was a heaven I never thought of losing. She was the paradise that I wanted to live in.

   Now, I’m back to reality. The fireplace isn’t as warm, but it would do. I still sit there, and I wait.

Alas! I failed to … — April 30, 2015

Alas! I failed to …

       I  am a poor lover from the shores of sand

       In each grains of sand dances his essence

       The castle I live was built with that sand

       The nourishment that he feeds is sand

        The robe that I wore is made out of sand    

        I love and live in everything that is sand 

        Alas! I failed to dance with the essence of sand .


       I am a poor lover from the beds of void 

      In all the hovering Voids dwells his silence

     The life I breathe is full of that void

     The warmth that hovers in the vacuum is void

      The dance of cosmos in which I am is also a void

      I love and live in everything that is void

     Alas ! I failed to swirl with the silence of the void.


    I am a poor lover from the books of said

   In each and every word said lingers his trance 

   The oneness in many words that are said

   The revealed and unrevealed forms of said

   The whole of him in that I am a character that is said

   I love and live in the  tongues of the lovers who said

  Alas ! I failed to whirl with the trance of said .

   

                   

Let’s put a smile on that face !!! — April 28, 2015

Let’s put a smile on that face !!!

What does it mean to be happy? It seems that this is another one of those questions , that no one knows the answer to, yet I am determined to find it. So what is happiness? What is it , that makes us feel that certain feeling that none of us can really put our finger on.

Of course there’s the simple, response that any scientist can tell you. Happiness is an experience that we know happens when there are certain levels of different chemicals in our brains. These chemicals trigger a response somewhere in our nervous system, and we feel what we call “happy.”

However, that still doesn’t answer us. Even if there’s no doubt that that’s what happens, that still doesn’t tell us why those chemicals are released or those signals are sent. There’s no cause. That only tells us what happens, but that’s still not enough.

To find why we are happy and what that really means, we have to take a look at what makes us feel this emotion. To me, it would appear that it could be anything. It could be a certain activity you enjoy, or a memory of some event in your life, or maybe even a specific person can be all the difference in your life. Anything can make you feel happy.So it still doesn’t tell us why. Knowing what makes us happy puts us at least a little bit closer to knowing why, and what happiness really means.

What does happiness feel like? “Happy” is just a word. It doesn’t mean anything more than a random jumble of letters that I decide makes up a word. Happiness is a rush. It is also a slow burn. It comes on all at once but it also builds up, like a plotline with intense suspense. Everything builds to one point. You might not see the steps that are slowly working together to make you happy, but they’re definitely there. Happiness is exhilarating and wonderful and unlike anything else, which is what makes it so hard to describe or understand.

When you feel happy, that’s all there is. There’s no stress or anxiety. There’s no worry. There’s no concern for something else that might be happening at the same time. Happiness takes control of everything else. It is a powerful emotion, and there’s not much more that can be said about it besides that.

It seems to me that the purpose of our lives is to find those things that do make us happy, and then doing them. If there’s a certain person in our lives that makes us happy, we need to find a way to spend more time with them. Because if you’re not happy, you need to look at your life and think about why you aren’t feeling that amazing thing you want to be feeling. If you know that, then it should be a short walk to being happy. If you can find something that makes you happy, truly happy, then life will be a lot better for you. It can’t be something superficial, or something that only lasts for a day or two. It’s something that affects your entire life. It lasts. It burns inside of you and it doesn’t go out. That is happiness.

While I, and probably others, look for answers and try to know why we are happy, there’s really only one way to find out. You have to feel it for yourself. You need to go out and learn for yourself. You need to figure it out in your own way, and not let anybody else tell you what it is. If you want any kind of answer, you have to find it for yourself. So go out. Go find what makes you happy. And maybe if you understand it, you could come back and tell me. I’d like to know. I’m in the exact same boat as everybody else. I want to live, and I want my life to be happy. We can all go together. Let’s open our doors, step outside, and take a good look at the world !!

PS – A big shoutout to everyone who read my previous post . Thank you for the immense support. Oh , and thank you for reading this one too.

The day that never was… — April 26, 2015

The day that never was…

Hello people ,

So yes , I have finally started blogging  after a lot of  envision. Well it all started in my head , from 26th december . A day which i plausibly will never forget . I still remember that day . It has definitely left behind an imprint in my life , but more importantly , I had a desire to do something . Ah yeah , creating a blog was one of them. It’s like a crazy tennager , either getting really excited and hyped up or sitting in some corner of the room when depressed. And yes, I surely  am no different . Maybe I wanted to prove something to the world , or maybe I wanted to do something different . Maybe I wanted to bring about a change . And a blog is a really good way to share my  thoughts with the public . 

Well , I know that I am not really good at this . But I do know , that I will improve . And there has to be a start sometime or the other . And why not today , because 26 December was not the day…

I will probably be updating this blog every week, or whenever my schedule permits me to. And honestly , I still don’t know how this thing works . But , I will try my best. And yes , thankyou for reading . I will be glad if I could make any difference .